i think of all my best ideas right before i lose them
and if i keep them never find a proper place to use them
makes me wonder how many ideas see the light of day
or if there really are any good ideas at all
and i just blow around with all of the leaves that bother falling
and if i see you never know if i should hide or kiss you
but all my stupid flustering just makes it look like
i dismiss you
then you walk away again
and i start missing you
and fall back off these creature legs
remember back to when i was egged up
some day this damn old body will wake up
and chill the fuck out, I know it can
still sometimes swim inside the existential kiddy pool
watching my returning saturn taking its time, acting so cool
one single velcro texture i've never done well to adhere to
i struggle to feeling anyone
within my own hemisphering view
every now and then i’m chained again
by a little nonsense fear in blue
i’ll bite the bullet while it bites me back the same
suddenly i’m launched headlong into
another head film, another tongue game
similar to all the ones
i was made to play when
well
i guess you know what happened then
am i just crazy
am i just lazy
am i just maybe
pushing up a single daisy
am i decieving
am i recieving
if i look like i’m grieving
that’s just how i look believing
are we just out of tune
why don’t we take a few and
i’ll figure out me
and you figure out you
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